A day in the life of me...

Well, i never have time to write on one of these things but for some reason it stood out to me and so here i am. There are a lot of things that pop up in my mind quite often and i feel like i should share them. Do you ever feel like you are alone? I do. And that is when i know i have not been doing my part in being a disciple of Christ, because it isn't about how I always feel, it's about doing what's right. I feel so selfish. Here i am sitting in a house with a roof and clothes on my back, and glasses to see what is in front of me, and yet I STILL COMPLAIN. Why? why are we humans so selfish? We always want the next best thing, the best, biggest, cutest, nicest, most expensive, sharp thing. But why? Have we not had enough by having Jesus Christ give Himself as a living sacrifice? Was it not Jesus Christ who said "I am THE way, THE truth, and THE life." And yet we want more. We want to so badly feel good or have that temporary fix, impress him/her with our stunning good looks, look our best and lose that little bit of weight and then "I'll be happy". But when all is said and done, we are not. We still fall under the spell that the devil throws at us every day. We still cry for more, ask what everyone else can do for us, but we are the ones who should be asking "WHAT CAN I DO FOR YOU?" I am a wretched being who is full of sin, but GOD STILL LOVES EVEN ME. I think on this love quite often. And i am brought to the words of the song "how he loves us". He is jealous for me, loves like a hurricane, and i am a tree. Bending beneath the weight of His wind and mercy, when all of a sudden, i am unaware of these afflictions eclipsed by glory, and i realize just how beautiful you are and how great your affections are for me. And oh How he loves us so, oh How HE loves us, How HE loves us so.
Could not have put it any better. I encourage you, my brothers and sisters. All is vanity, like it says in Ecclesiastes. And it will all fade away, but The God who created the Heavens and the Earth, the God of all wonders. who is beyond this galaxy, Jehovah Jireh, HE IS THE FINAL ANSWER. He is that fill that you need for the gap in your life that you cant figure out. and He is the lover of your soul.